About 100 days left...

Hi guys!
Well..I regognized that there are maybe about 100 days left here in Germany. On the one hand I really want to go to Turkey now..but on the other hand it scares me more and more..the imagination that I will leave everthing behind me in Germany ..friends, school..everything. And also living at the house of "strangers"..my new family..I really can't imagine that...Then there is also the problem with the language..at the moment I can't speak Turkish and I don't know at all how to get along there. I will miss my best friend here sooo much :( and I am frightened if our friendship will last in the way it does now...But anyways I hope that this year will give me wonderful memories and experiences and I won't regret it at all...I am looking positive at the future..I am sure everything will be okay :))
I am very looking forward to see Turkey's beauty..the people..the food :) Especially I am excited about my city..IZMIR... Everyone says that it's a beautiful city. It's at the sea and has over 4 million inhabitants..the 3rd biggest city in Turkey after Istanbul and Ankara!
Oh and by the way in the moment the YFU team is trying to register me at a school there. Also my departure date isn't clear yet..it will be between August and September. Next week I will have finals and after that I finally can start to learn Turkish properly!
So wish me good luck for everthing :)
See you soon again!
xoxo Lejla